aethwolf: (Default)
2004-08-07 01:04 am
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Random Thoughts

1) I had time to think about the whole coming out thing over the vacation. One thing I'm going to start doing about it is being open about it on LJ. I know, I know, my brother reading my LJ brought this whole thing on, but I wanna sorta go public, so I'm no longer locking posts about my bisexuality.

2) My mind is firing randomly. My post about my vacation has already been edited once, and probably will be edited several more times over the next few days. I may edit it again after making this post.

3) Ham quarbo elderly hamster pan cheese goat sand turpentine elbow grease-pad.
aethwolf: (Steele)
2004-07-26 01:19 am
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Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, FFFUUUCCCKKK!

I'm all pissed off because of the junk I mentioned in my last post. It's exaggerated by me really wanting a mate. Anyone that knows me will tell you that I'm a VERY private person. People fucking in what I don't want to tell them pisses me off.

I just don't know what to do really. I can't find out if my brother found stuff about my bisexuality without risking outing it to him, and I don't want to say anything about my bisexuality before I'm ready to, which I might just have to do if he knows about it.

Gods, I just want to smash stuff and curl up in the fetal position and cry.
aethwolf: (Steele)
2004-07-25 07:59 pm
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A continuation of the previous post.

Well, my brother started poking around in Firefox, which I've told him not to do. I've got the rest of the family on Mozilla. He has no reason to mess around in Firefox. I would just switch the rest of the family over to Firefox, but I like the convenience of having a browser that I can keep all my accounts logged in. He admits to reading Outlaw Flapper Kemo, but I think he also read my LJ. With him reading my LJ, I'm considering coming out about my bisexuality before he outs it, even though I'm not really ready for that.

EDIT: I probably should've specified that I don't know whether or not he knows that I'm bi. I know the solution would be to simply always log out of everything, but I haven't had a need to do that until today.