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Jul. 2nd, 2004 01:48 amI need to find me a mate. I also need to form a pack. I've got alot of love to give, no one to give it to. My problem is that I don't let people get close to me, both physically and emotionally. The one exception is ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
bethtoney. She's in my pack. The only person other than me that's in it. I don't know how it is with other furry wolves, but, with me, saying that someone is in my pack is saying alot. It means that I love him/her (not necessarily in a romantic fashion) and am willing to give up my life for the person. My family doesn't even meet those requirements. I know that may be asking a bit much, but that's just how I am. Back to the mate thing. I know I could try and find one online, but I don't think it would work. I need someone that I can be with. I need someone to hug and cuddle and be both physically and emotionally close to.
Gods, I've enjoyed being a lone wolf up until recently. Two years ago, I could've seen myself being a lone wolf for life, but that's changed. I don't know why it's changed, but it has. December of '02, I developed a crush onbethtoney. It took me until January of this year to say anything to her about it. Nothing came of that. If anything caused the change, that was it.
I don't mean to whine, but I had to get that out of my head. I've made it friends-only so that the general public doesn't have to deal with my whiny-ness.
bethtoney. She's in my pack. The only person other than me that's in it. I don't know how it is with other furry wolves, but, with me, saying that someone is in my pack is saying alot. It means that I love him/her (not necessarily in a romantic fashion) and am willing to give up my life for the person. My family doesn't even meet those requirements. I know that may be asking a bit much, but that's just how I am. Back to the mate thing. I know I could try and find one online, but I don't think it would work. I need someone that I can be with. I need someone to hug and cuddle and be both physically and emotionally close to. Gods, I've enjoyed being a lone wolf up until recently. Two years ago, I could've seen myself being a lone wolf for life, but that's changed. I don't know why it's changed, but it has. December of '02, I developed a crush on
bethtoney. It took me until January of this year to say anything to her about it. Nothing came of that. If anything caused the change, that was it.I don't mean to whine, but I had to get that out of my head. I've made it friends-only so that the general public doesn't have to deal with my whiny-ness.
