FUCK

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, FFFUUUCCCKKK!

I'm all pissed off because of the junk I mentioned in my last post. It's exaggerated by me really wanting a mate. Anyone that knows me will tell you that I'm a VERY private person. People fucking in what I don't want to tell them pisses me off.

I just don't know what to do really. I can't find out if my brother found stuff about my bisexuality without risking outing it to him, and I don't want to say anything about my bisexuality before I'm ready to, which I might just have to do if he knows about it.

Gods, I just want to smash stuff and curl up in the fetal position and cry.

Update

Still pissed and worried about what my brother did. I'm considering coming out, anyway. If anything comes of what he did, hopefully it won't happen next week when we're all at the beach.