*sigh*

I'm lonely. I've had a really good time these last two nights, but they've made me realize how lonely I really am. I don't think I'm going to be doing anything like this for a few weeks. I was already in a bit of a down mood, so this low isn't really welcome.

Getting out and doing stuff with friends is great, but it just reminds me that all I have is friends; I don't have anything more. I came very close to putting my arm around bethtoney when she climbed into the backseat, but I would've put too much meaning behind it and made afterwards worse.